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Parfums, fourrures, lingeries, bijoux : luxueuse arrogance d’un monde où la mort n’a pas sa place; mais elle était tapie derrière cette façade, dans le secret grisâtre des cliniques, des hôpitaux, des chambres closes. Et je ne connaissais plus d’autre vérité.
Simone de Beauvoir 
I look at him, and I know he understands. There is no frivolous silence or forgotten words. We know each others, simply. Like this silly music. Simplicity may seem common, but it calms me down. I often have that little smile on my face, not the one of the great joys, the one which says “I feel good right now.” And this may be a great happiness, afterall.

I’m 21 and I was torn, ripped apart, again, again and again. I suffered, I really suffered, not psychologically, not sentimentally, I suffered in my flesh, I yelled for some help but ultimately I was always alone. It is reality, darling. I’m not ready to be nice or soft because I just can’t anymore. The fact that you think you know pain fucking irritates me. You think it is attractive, that it brings character and good look, a style that people will envy you. That you can show off. Nobody can play when the pain is real. It plays with you, it kills everything that is good in you, it turns you into a freak and you just become pathetic. Not dark, or gloomy, or fucking badass. Just pathetic. You are not the hero, you are not even in movies. You don’t exist anymore. This is what pain does. It does not make me stronger, it makes me monstrous. It makes me different and incapable of feelings. It destroys me.



If you don’t have enemies, you don’t have character.
Paul Newman 
Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love, or somewhere you’re afraid to go. It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because it matters.
John Green 
Go roll down that window. Go crank up that radio. Let’s drive until we hit the sky. It’s not about where we go. Let’s start living life before we die.
Suburban Legends - Bright Spring Morning 
Men always say that as the defining compliment don’t they? She’s a cool girl. Being the Cool Girl means I am a hot, brilliant, funny woman who adores football, poker, dirty jokes, and burping, who plays video games, drinks cheap beer, loves threesomes and anal sex, and jams hot dogs and hamburgers into her mouth like she’s hosting the world’s biggest culinary gang bang while somehow maintaining a size 2, because Cool Girls are above all hot. Hot and understanding. Cool Girls never get angry; they only smile in a chagrined, loving manner and let their men do whatever they want. Go ahead, shit on me, I don’t mind, I’m the Cool Girl.
Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn 
Busan-Seoul. Korea.

상상할수 있는 모든 것은 현실이 될수 있다

We’re always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss the touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something.

Forget. Be new. There is no limit, you can’t even see the sky. Only these colorful and still so grey buildings. These streets, that have no ending. Your eyes, looking for answers. Do you know me? Nobody knows nobody in Seoul, nobody knows me. I’m someone else. I have no disease, I have no name, I just have an appearance and a voice. You can choose to trust me and let me play. Or you can run. But this city has no end. I will get you, finally. So let’s enjoy this melody and lost ourself in this sprawling maze. Because nobody will ever see us. We are free. Let’s drink, smoke, and forget that we are not who we are. Don’t be afraid of losing yourself, ‘cause this is all you can hope for.  

It’s a starship where you cannot see the stars.

Can’t we just hide for a while ? 

Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never have thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservation, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will at first appear to you to be crazy. But once you become accustomed to such a life you will see its full meaning and its incredible beauty.
 Jon Krakauer, Into the Wild
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
― Jim Morrison